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I'm Madison; but only to special people. YOU can call me Madi.
I'm fourteen, and I go to Mount Notre Dame High School.
I'm a whore.
I'm a cunt.
I'm a poser.
I like sex
I'm two-faced.
I can kick your ass.
I do drugs, get over it.
I'm a bitch.
I talk so much shit.
and I'm extremely rude.
Add me if you wish.

dying as

Whatever you want here. link TEXT Your choice, yo.

you purr.

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It only hurts when I pray [ ]
[ mood | working ]


I will be updating this one too. so keep it.

11 Thoughts Spoken Out Loud

A good laugh, left out in the rain. [ ]
[ mood | grateful ]

lyk3 omg th1z 1z z0 hawt, 1f u c4n r34d th1z u n33d 2 g3t l41d!Collapse )

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Do you believe in MAGIC, in a young girls heart? [ ]
[ mood | good ]

Cocaine is loveCollapse )

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I hate everything about you, so why do I love you? [ ]
[ mood | full ]

Tons and Tons and Tons of random picturesCollapse )

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Angst me, baby [ ]
[ mood | confused ]

Your angst tastes like...


Sour yet intriguing, your angst is of the romantic variety. You probably spend a good portion of your time daydreaming about that one person you want, how your first date would be, how you'd love to do certain things, and above all how everlastingly happy you would be together. While there's nothing wrong with this, you know that it's unhealthy to spend too much time dreaming and not enough time in reality, and to build lofty goals and fantasies that no actual person could ever hope to achieve. Try to center yourself and cut back on time spent in your fantasy life; you may find out all that experience creating romantic moments has made you quite the charmer if you would only try!

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Do I Have The Strength To Know How I'll Go? [ ]
[ mood | cold ]

Today was service day. I was with Jamie. I was dared to sit on Danny's lap so I tried but he pushed me off. My thong got pulled up my ass. I'll add more later.

I have to give LOVE advice to my good friend. YAYAYAYYA love.

<3 Madison

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Please do this now I beg, duct tape my arms and legs. Throw me into the sea, please save me. [ ]
[ mood | happy ]

I went to school and gave Jamie his vinyl and then walked around. Mr. A got our class cookies, but I didn't want one in the morning so I waited. I walked down the hall by the office, the front hall or something, and then I saw Ms. Moorman playing the fucking harp! I've never seen anyone play one before. Then we had math and learned something really weird. Then Mrs. Wilke made me go do helpful work down at the carpool place and I laughed non stop for five minutes. it pissed everyone off. yeah, they all think I'm heavy on drugs. Then I had religion. it was stupid. I had to read the fucking thing. I can read for balls, and I kept laughing. and then I had computer. I fucking hate computer, but I couldn't stop laughing. then she yelled at us. and then I had LA. I hate LA. and then I had Science and we made bingo cards and made a study guide. and then LUNCH. god I love lunch. we talked and the guys ate like fucking pigs. like terribly. It was gross. and I talked to Jamie. and then recess. it was fucking COLD. so me and Kelsey went inside and talked to Mr. Rogers. then CA. it was pretty fun. then History was a study hall. THEN MATH HELP. god it was weird. but I talked to Jamie the whole beginning then he left to his math class room. and then I talked to Rob.

that was pretty much my day.hsdfjkh yep.

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Tell me your troubles and doubts giving me everything, inside and out [ ]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Hey, hey, hey ,hey

Won't you come see about me?
I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby

Tell me your troubles and doubts
Giving me everything inside and out and
Love's strange so real in the dark
Think of the tender things that we were working on

Slow change may pull us apart
When the light gets into your heart, baby

Don't you forget about me
Don't don't don't don't
Don't you forget about me

Will you stand above me?
Look my way, never love me
Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling
Down, down, down

Will you recognise me?
Call my name or walk on by
Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling
Down, down, down, down

Hey, hey, hey, hey

Don't you try and pretend
It's my feeling we'll win in the end
I won't harm you or touch your defenses
Vanity and security

Don't you forget about me
I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby
Going to take you apart
I'll put us back together at heart, baby

Don't you forget about me
Don't don't don't don't
Don't you forget about me

As you walk on by
Will you call my name?
As you walk on by
Will you call my name?
When you walk away

Or will you walk away?
Will you walk on by?
Come on - call my name
Will you all my name?

I say :
La la la...

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[ mood | calm ]

Go do that, it's SO true. Hahaha I love it.

My eyes are doing a LOT better, and I am going out tonighhhttt:)

yesterday my dad got me Sixteen Candles :)


I woke up in the middle of the night because my eye hurt so bad!! :( and my dad was like "put a wet towel over it" so I did. and it made it a lot better.

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scars remind up that the past is real. [ ]
[ mood | artistic ]

My eyes are dead. They hurt so bad, and they are bright red. I have to wear sunglasses because I can't be in the light.

so I didn't go to school tday, I went to the eye doctor and I have something that has white blood cell build up in my eyes.

I went to school to get my books though, and I saw everyon. it was weird.

After I went to school my dad decided to go fucking shiopping and took me with him. my eyes were hurting so he got me the movie "Mean Girls" and then we came home.

I watched the movie, and then Rob called me.  and I talked to him for a while, but then my dad wanted to go shopping agin. So we went shopping. Well me and my dad got in a huge fight. I told him that I hated him and didn'twant to live with him anymore, so I called my mom and was like "can I stay with you" meaning like at her work. and then she said "I don't want you because you are a big brat and all you are going to do is yell at me and everyone else around" so I called Rob back and was all like "can I stay with you?" and he said "sure"  but he was lyimg.

So now I pretty much have nothing again. but me and my dad are not fighting anymore. which is good considering he is a fucking dick!

So my dad took the movies back so I don't really have any, besides the ones I already have and Mean Girls. but I already watched that today.

My dad is hanging shit around my house right now. like things that I've promised to do and didn't do them, things I've said that were mean, he's a fucking loser.

I am going to go, because my eyes hurt and I have to talk to someone but I don't know where he is.

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With this, you will be WAY more popular! [ ]
[ mood | amused ]

Kelsey Gallagher came over today, we worked on our projecccttt. it's so cute!!
We made a movie, I'm the popular girl [holy shit that's a surprise] and she's the dork.

I don't really have much to say. wow. so I'll just post pictures.


shit yes, watch me fake an orgasm.Collapse )

9 Thoughts Spoken Out Loud

So impressed with all you do, Tried so hard to be like you [ ]
[ mood | cold ]

I had a good day today.  :)
I am dying my hair blonde and black at six. :)
I talked to Jamie a lot today. :)
Me and Rob fought. :(
Me and Brad fought. :(
Me and Kelsey laughed :)
Me and Jamie laughed :)
Me and Eric and Jenn and Bart and Robert and Josh and Brad laughed. :)
Me and Franklin laughed. :)

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- - 2

Brent told Franklin that Robert Ortner would make a great model for PLAYGIRL. okaaayyy?

I'm gonna go do something.

ps. I almost failed every class.
F = 1
C = TWO.

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You're my BIGGEST dream, dream because I'll never get you. [ ]
[ mood | chipper ]

What the FUCK are you talking about?Collapse )

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Yeah, I fucking meant it when I told you I love you [ ]
[ mood | complacent ]

my dad told me that if I kiss a guy that has cancer then I will get it. EW.

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I wanna be an airborne ranger. [ ]
[ mood | blah ]

I am going to get my hair dyed tomorrow if the people will do it.

I watched the Breakfast Club alllll day.
after I went shopppping.

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Pictures don't change, the people in them do. [ ]
[ mood | artistic ]

I was cleaning today, and I found a BUNCH of pictures, HERE THEY ARE!!!Does you remember when Madiiizzzalllll was blonde?Collapse )

9 Thoughts Spoken Out Loud

I can't trust you; I can't trust anybody [ ]
[ mood | confused ]

Hahah I actually went to school. It was really...weird. There was other people there though. They were taking tests to get into the Villa next year. THANK GOD I am leaving the Villa next year because they were so goddamn UGLY. haha it was funny.
I did all the religion I haven't done yet this year. And I did my math extra credit. I did my religion that's due on Wednesday. and blah I actually WORKED mannnn! that's a FIRST.
There's a fucker in my community that keeps fighting with me...he's like 21 and he's a douche. he tells me to kill myself and drink windex. and he said that the only reason I want to kill myself is because I spilled something at a party...okay? I wouldn't give two shits if I spilled something at a party..I'd be like "HAHAH YOU'RE FLOORS RUINED!!!!" god he's a fucker.

I play the flute..Collapse )

There's one of those quizes, that one actually went REALLY fast.
I am watching Kindergarten Cop right now. <38375897 I love that movie.
I like OLD MOVIES so much more than new ones.

14 Thoughts Spoken Out Loud

Some people just don't know what it's like. [ ]
[ mood | content ]

Okay so like every teacher came up to me today and was like "Don't forget youe books tomorrow" I'm like "thanks?" and I was just in a shitty mood because I have to go to school tomorrow, FUCKER. GOD!!! but I guess it really doesn't matter, because everyone else is taking high school tests so I wouldn't really have anything else to do, and they are giving me extra credit in each class I take tomorrow, which is good cause I am failing BIG TIME.

My fish died. :( I guess it was just a true suicidal fish. Because when I changed it's water it was squirming and squirming and it broke it's back. It was all hunched over and side ways and gross looking. WEIRD. so I am getting a new one, but not a betta. A regular one.. but not a goldfish because those are boring. My dad said I might be able to get a bunny..if I can make my next fish live for more than a month!!! so YAY. bunny.

I realized I hate myself. I hate myself very bad. I don't respect anyone, and I am a true mother fucker. My dad told me that if I have one good friend in life then I am doing SO well.. and that he used to hang out with Kurt all the time and stuff. So I asked him what they did. He told me that some times, but not a lot they went to the mall, they only had one mall back then. And my dad had one of the worst lives anyone could ever have and he started living with his sister, who is REALLY rich. He told me that he never once asked for money because they had their own kids they had to take care of. I would have never done that, I would have been the selfish bitch I am and ask for money all the time.

Rob's sick. he's on the phone with me and he is sick like a mother fucker. I'm like "how'd you get sick" and he goes "it just came" :( awww. he wasn't sick at all today.

I think I like someone. :\

My dad got me movies so I am going to go watch them. &hearts;

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spinning out of control, out of control. [ ]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I stay home today


The rain drops are falling on my head!
But that dosent mean my eyes will soon be red!!

:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
Squishy 8.0 works just fine man. Juuuusssttt fine. NO MORE KICKING THE CAN FOR MEEE Just squishy 8.0 mee!! AHAHHAHAHA FREE OF THE CANN!! WOO

This is some good reggs man. Taste like shit though. GOD DFAMN IT WhY CANY IT BE FUCKIKNG 4:00 alreaduy?!?!?!

Tmorrow should be interesting.

MUahahhahahahahaa ha ha HAAA


Dont you wanna LICK my llama???
Dont you want to FEEL my llama??
Don't you want to feel my wet pussy?

Ohh em gee, thats not how it goes, but its the main parts... and the only parts i caould remember. It was funny as fuck man. I'll never FOrget!! I just wish I could have recored hum doing it "THe High Llama Speech"




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